Live our life fully

2009-07-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

Im just feeling scared and guilty. Did i messed up anything? Oh my gosh. I shouldn't be feeling this way. It isn't my fault anyway. I didn't know. But i can't help feeling this way. Damn! Anyways, weekend's been boring. I got to meet my cute adorable little cousin Naimi. She's too cute to resist.LOVE HER! And oh yes HARRY POTTER of course tomorrow. :) With Claireen and her psycho friend. To M and C:I miss you guys like soooo much!!! Meet up soon!!

2009-07-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

Claireen took my differentiation paper and forgot to return it. Heh. Now i cannot do my tutorial. So the kind hearted Bel, scanned for me the tutorial. Thanks Bel! Muacks!

Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song,

A medley of extemporanea,

And love is a thing that can never go wrong,

And I am Marie of Romania.

2009-07-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

I love you Rebecca. And i mean it. I mean we've been through so much. It's like a roller coaster ride(like you've always said). I can never find a bestfriend like you. What we've been through is like a drama. Remember those times we used to do so many random stuff. And when you fell ill, i got worried sick. I wish we could just turn back time a little so that you could be my bestest friend from the first year. And all those childish act did not really happen. But what the hell, if we turn back time, it dosen't mean things will go the way we want it to be right? So i shall be grateful:) You were there for me though not always physically but you were there to lend me a listening ear when i needed it. We fought tons of times on the phone but it didn't break our friendship, it only made it stronger. You've thought me so much and i want to thank you for that. You know, i'm going to miss you a whole lot when you go back to UK. Promise me you'll always talk to me like the way we always do. I love you babe. :)

2009-07-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

Naz,Joy,SH:):)

Love em' all!

2009-07-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

I'm brain drained. However, thanks to my wonderful friends, i can cope way better than i expected. Ahh! Hahaha. I'm sick of ITAS. Ami, all the best for your grading. Im sure you can attain your blue belt. And thanks so much for understanding! ILY babe. No matter what.:D Anyways, for the first time ever, i'm fully awake during PIPC. Cos usually, i don't pay a single attention. Weird i know. Probably because we were seated at the very first row. I want to go shopping but im broke. Next week i guess. Sometimes, it's just really weird. The people that you thought was the bad guy turned out to be a really nice guy. So, i've learnt my lesson. Never to listen to other people's advice very seriously until you know the person really well.

2009-06-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

I love you Lee Min Ho! And Happy 24th Birthday!:)
I hate Stereochemistry. It's making our lives miserable. Mine to be precise. Someone please help! I need some help here. Ahh..! I thought i was aout to die during lab if it wasn't for Wai Kit aka Akmal Zidan (LOL!),Bel and Joyce! Ohh man! I love you guys!!!

2009-06-17T04:26:00.000-07:00

Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as go through life. Day to day to struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react. Every decision that we make leads us down another road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision the we make has significance. The tiniest choice that is made reverberates throughout the entire universe.
© Life Poems from Family Friend Poems

The meaning is so deep and very true:)

2009-06-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

10 places i wish to visit with that someone

1.London
2.Korea(i want to see Jeju Island damn bad)
3.Paris
4.Amesterdam
5.Germany
6.Austria
7.New York
8. New Zealand
9.LA
10.Macau

This is just a random post. So piss off if you hate it. :)

I want nobody nobody but you!

2009-06-17T02:41:00.000-07:00

I just love his curly hair,hottest of all<3

Heh! Wazzup people? I'm done with Boys Over Flowers. Though im a little slow. Sorry Claire! You've been asking me to watch the drama since last year. Hahaha. Only now did i actually looked into it.I know i can never beat you ever! You're the number one. Bitch! Anyhoo, omg! I totally LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE the freaking drama. Jun Pyo and Jan Di forever.I mean they went through soooooooo much. Goodness! Hah! Hot guys everywhere. I'm going CRAZY! I'm actually very impressed. I could finish a 25 episodes drama in 2 days. Cool eh? So yeah! Im so very addicted to the mv and stuff now. My korean craze is starting all over again. Deja Vu..AWESOME!:D Bye People!

2009-06-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

John is super hottttttttttttt!

Can't wait for New York to be released. It's been four long months. I'm starving for movies! Neil Nithin Mukesh is coming to Singapore for the premiere. Awesome or what??! He's hot! Last week of holiday. This is sad.:( I need more dresses. More more more! See, i want sun dresses but the thing is that..what's the whole point? After summer people will be over it.

Hah! Bel saw me during camp. =D Bel!! I seriously didn't know he's in badminton!What if he saw me trained?? So very awkward!

2009-05-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

Claire and family:)
I'm preparing for the upcoming term test. Somehow i treat poly way more serious than secondary school. Simple reason, i am on my own. So anyway, tomorrow's friday! That means dresses! Woohoo. :) I'm so exhausted. I had Aikido plus today's lecture was so long and draggy and i was lost half-way. Especially for Organic Chemistry. I'm so dead. I catch no balls for the topic on Stereochemistry. So yeah, i have to crack my brains again. Alright, last friday was awesome. Dinner at T3 was heavenly. Loved all the desserts and dishes. The indian cousine was fantastic! Thanks sweetie for the treat. Love love love you!!

2009-05-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

I GET IT. ADAM LOST:( Obviously i'm depressed. Claireen was the one who broke the news. We were in the lecture theater and she said "fuck adam lost!" I was like"SHIT!" Kris don't deserve the title at all. Not even a single tiny miny bit. It's all popularity at the end of the day.So what if Adam is a gay? Who gives a bloody shit?! Only Americans. The only reason is because they are dumb!Arghh! I'm not going to watch american idol ever again.! It's so annoying to see that at the end of the day, the contestant who really derseves to win just dosen't. Adam will forever be a winner to me. I LOVE YOU ADAM. LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 You are the best and no other contestant of season 8 can beat you! Your album is going to be the biggest hit a 100%! :D:D:D

2009-05-16T20:57:00.000-07:00

Mum is off to JB. I'm going to study at the airport. OC1 and MEB. Dang! Hmm, training was fun. We learned sideroll, frontroll and backroll. Lots of rolling. And more locks. One of the black belt guy gave me a footlock so i sprained my ankle. Great! It's swollen now. =.= I'm bored and i have nothing more to say so toodles everyone.

2009-05-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

Danny gokey is out. Why oh why? He deserves to be in the top 2 at least.From my personal point of view, Kris is not as good as Gokey. In fact i don't really like him since the begining of the idol. Let me emphasize again, this is only my personal point of view. I'm really nervous for the top 2 next week. Oh god, i want Adam to win pleaseee!!

I had my second session of aikido. It's getting more exciting and fun. Seniors are nice and friendly. Everyone is welcoming. Sensei(teacher in japanese) even knows my name. He calls me "Nazy". LOL. We are going to have aikido camp. Im looking forward to it.

More tutorial tests coming up. Term-test is in 2 weeks. Goodness! Time really flies. Had PIPC(Principal of Physical Chemistry) today. Ok i screwed question 2 like totally. It was about element D with a negative ion of 3 so we had to name the element. Instead of writting phosphorous, i wrote down Argon=.= Guess what? The whole freaking question 2 consist of five marks and i just threw it away due to my carelessness. Im so fed up! Arghh!

I know his name already however, apparently, something about him totally turned me off. Then again, it's all speculation. You never know what is the real character of a person until you make him or her your friend. So until then, i shall not comment on anything.

Picnic with A9d3 was nice. It wasn't fantastic but it was alright. As usual, the 3 guys did not turned up=.= Haiz.. we left a box and a half of pizzas for them. So since they didn't turned up, Jonathan brought the pizza home and kept it for the night. The next day, he brought the left over pizzas to school and we had that for lunch. :)
And oh, before i end this post just want to wish my dearest friend, Claireen a very Happy Birthday. May you always stay as talkative and popular as ever!:D

2009-05-05T03:30:00.000-07:00

I ended school at 6 today. Had MEB. Hahaha. The best and most fun experiment so far. Wai Kit was doing all the work. :) Sorry classmate. I know your hands were about to break. Riyaz is soooo funny. My gosh, i cannot stand him. Hahaa. He makes me laugh just by looking at the expression on his face. I'm loving my classmates right now. I've never had like a really nice and close bunch of classmates before. NOT that i'm saying my 4E2 were not nice. I love you guys too!! So much! And when are we suppose to meet up again? I met dillon on the way to school this morning. So he sat next to me. He was late for school. Hahaha. Like i'm surprised.. Ami and SC, sorry for not being able to make it for lunch today. Soon ok?? Sylvia! I miss you too!:)

2009-05-01T19:09:00.001-07:00

I know i have not been updating my blog for sometime now. Well as usual i'm busy. Weirdly i missed my normal routine during the holidays but at the same time i'm loving school right now.So my few weeks of school were great. I love my class. Lucky to have such a nice bunch of classmates all over again:) Work loads are piling up at the same time which is starting to drive me and some of my peers crazy. Yeah i joined aikido. Partly because Ami persuaded me real hard to join. We will get to do the random stuff we used to do. Cool bonding.:) I'm starting to get a hang of Temasek. Like finally. After 3 weeks or so.

Wolverine was really nice! Enjoyed it very much. I miss guy watching and yesterday i got to do just that. It feels damn good. Haha. Before i end this post just want to wish my dearest aunt a very Happy Birthday. Hope you have the best birthday ever back there in Paris. Tell me all about it when you get back to singapore. Miss you truckloads.

2009-04-18T22:15:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i sit down and ponder over my past mistakes. What i could have done better, what i shouldn't have done. People make mistakes. You can't run. No matter how far you go it will come to get you. I treasure my friends. I really do. I love you guys out there all the same. You guys changed my life. And i know a simple word of thank you will never be enough. We fight, we play, we learn and we love together. You are one of them. But i'm sorry. I can't stand you no longer. I don't hate you. That sucks. Cos no matter how hard i tried, i still couldn't bring myself to hate you. Is a simple word of sorry so hard for you to say? You could have text me. You could have call to remind me. Your jealousy has caused you to loose your sane mind. Im not your devotee. Sometimes i feel suffocated. It's like you are controlling my life. And this has to stop at a certain point. I guess now is the time. It's sad to realise that you don't treasure the friendship we had for 2 years. Just too bad i guess. I have to move on and i must do just that.

2009-04-18T21:13:00.001-07:00

4 days of orientation is finally over. I really had the best time of my life. Well haha.. not really but it was really fun. Loved it. The class bonding is getting stronger which is so cool. Our class won the best class for Marock. I say man! Woohoo! We rock. Rifaei won the best OL! YAY!!! And he is our OL. So all the more we need to celebrate:)During regatta, buisness school won the most awards. Congo to them. Design won the most spirited school and Applied Science won the best cheer. Not bad at all. At least we still won something. This would be AS 3rd time winning best cheer in a row. After regatta, we reported back to LT15. Received our time table for semester one. On monday we are going to Marina Barrage.:) Can't wait. Many things happening. And ouh before i forget, i'm the class treasurer. Hahaha. I volunteered myself. Class rep is Farhan and vice rep Amir.:) Jam and hop is fun!! Hahaha. Reminds me of prom but a better version. Seok cheng loved it too:) Ok that's all. Bye People!

Camp

2009-04-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

I am dead tired. Camp was really fun. I love the amazing race the most. The only most disgusting part was putting the milo powder, sugar and water into our mouth and spitting it into a water bottle. The loosing team has to drink it. Like FUCK! It was so disgusting! Luckily, our group won! However, all of us still has to drink it. Don't ask me how it taste. I wanted to puke then and there! Why? Because we are a class and i got a strong feeling A9D3 is a united class. Another part was the maze. Ok seriously.. i have no idea how on earth the OLs can actually come up with such a perfect maze.It was pitch dark inside the room and we have to find our way to the other end of the door. This was our classroom by the way. There were like hanged spiders and mummies and balls eveywhere. I was freaking out. I was the first girl to go in and once i was in i was lost. LOL. One of the OL gave me a clue. But still in the end there were six of us inside the maze. I was stuck so everybody else met inside. Hahaha. I made the most noise. LOL. So our team is Marock. And we are from the AS(Applied Science) school. Marock rocks. No seriously. We are the loudest in the school of AS therefore we are leading the whole of AS for regatta tomorrow. woo! that's gonna be fun. I'm looking forward. :D

2009-04-08T19:09:00.000-07:00

Warning: This post may be disturbing

Okay so, i have been "disturbed" this past few weeks. I don't really care about the other world. To begin with i even hate horror story. So this has nothing to do with the "scared-feeling-after-watching". So if you guys have been to my house, i actually have shifted my room to the one opposite the kitchen and my brother is using my old room. Initially when i just shifted, there was nothing wrong. Everything was so peaceful. These past few weeks, things are getting uneasy. When im in the midst of watching tv all of a sudden my hair stands. Im having goosebumps all over. I know the "thing" is somewhere near me. That nevermind. Even worse now, it's starting to bother my sleep. Whenever i want drift off to sleep without fail the thing tries to wake me up. It starts touching my forehead. Giving me "belaian" (in malay). Like as if it's giving me a lullaby of it's own. My body is warm and then all of a sudden my forehead is as cold as an ice. It touches my leg and tries to tickle me. I feel itchy. In the end i can't sleep.That happened yesterday night. Since im a muslim, i put a "yaasin" and "Qur'an"near my bed but unfortunately it dosen't help. My room is facing the corridor and guess what?! At 3 am in the morning, i hear people talking and shouting as if it's day time. People busy walking to and fro at my corridor. How could that be possible. And mind you i'm still awake. I could not stand that any longer so i went to my brothers room and sleep. I was in bed at 12 am and i only slept at 4 am. So yeah. There are many more stories in fact. But i won't post it all here. Ok i'm going back to sleep. Bye!

grow up:)

2009-04-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

I told ya didn't i? Please don't bring the monster out from my inner being. Too bad, you've already done so. If you want to prove that you're a bitch, then i am the bigger bitch. You can be way older than me but your attitude sucks. You act worse than a 3 year old. You should go back to being a baby. Poor you. I guess you've never really matured. You're stuck in a 3 year old girl's soul. I pity you. You may be reading my blog. I repeat MAY. Let me tell you this.. i do not care at all. So do whatever you like. You can't touch me can you? Hah. I owe you nothing. So before you start humiliating yourself in front of everyone else, i suggest you grow up:) Why must the world be congested with unwanted bitches.? Oh well, nobody is perfect.

House always says" Everybody lies." What more can we add?He's the man!

lalalala

2009-04-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

Jesse Spencer- Dr Chase. (I'm totally sooooo blown away by his aussie accent. hot.hot.hot.)

It's been a while since i blog. I have been busy. Finally i got my laptop. Well, it's not as great as the one you guys are using out there but nevertheless. :) I appreciate what is being given to me. So i won't whine about it. James James James. I have been doing my twilight homework with Claire. She's driving me nuts by bugging me 24/7. I will be the villan. It suites me really well. Hahaha! Surprise.! I cannot be Edward for heaven earth sea sky sake. I just can't portray that emotion. Who cares? I got the hottest vampire role ever! I can't complain. You guys must be wandering why i have been talking about twilight in a few of my previous posts. Well, that's what you call obssesion. I know some of my gfs are starting to hate it. Ouch! You know who you are. Hehehe. I'm breathing twilight baby! Ok so enough about twilight. I'm gonna share a little about my trip to Malacca. It wasn't a bad one really. In fact i had fun. Hmm, the only thing i hate was the heat. It was horrible. And worse, i was using black all the while. You can imagine that aiye? I rode on the trishaw for the first time ever. I was so excited. Kindda lame huh? Hahah. Im a little deprived so.. The food wasn't awesome. It was just average. So yeah overall it was an okay trip.
Oh My Gosh. Dr House is hot! Okay Marilyn i get it he's yours. But but but, i introduced the series to you so give me some credits please?Nahh..haha. kidding. Im random. Random is me. Random is you.:) Season 4 of house is HOT! Dr Chase is totally gorgeous! I feel like snogging his face off. Hahahaha. House is the most awesome drama series ever! Agree girls? Ok Marilyn you take House i take Dr Chase. Alrighty? Done!
That's all for this post. Poly is starting soon people! All the very best! I can't wait. TP here i come! And ouh! Adam Lambert should be Aro!! He has the bad vam look. Im gonna find a way to feedback this to Stephenie Meyer. Hah! Toodles people.

2009-03-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert so owns American Idol. He's AWESOME! TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!

I've been watching American Idol 8 since Day 1. Why? Cos the contestants this year really are talented. Hands Down. My personal favourite is of course Adam. He is such a versatile singer. He's a rocker and yet he can sing such a sweet and romantic song. Isn't that cool?! And he's cute!! No he dosen't look like Robert Pattinson! Not at all. Adam is cute and hot in his own way. He has his own x-factor. Ahh! I'm so into him. And yes Anoop is doing really well this past few weeks. Haahaa. He should go into boLlywood.The problem is he can't speak a word of hindi. Lols. Oh well.:)

Met up with the girls today. Had a lot of fun:) We went to catch Witch Mountain. Nice action pack movie from The Rock. After the movie went for bowling. I got a score of 48. I suck. Lols. Met up with sharilyn. I miss her so much. Was really glad i could meet up with her. We went for dinner at Pastamania. Hahaha. Finally i know what's happening in my friends' life. Many things has changed:)For the better of course. I love you guys! Thanks for the great day!

bsjBMNk:):):)

2009-03-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

Cam Gigandet (love his smoky look.. hmm:) )

I got the Twilight DVD from dad. It was Fantastic. I was so hyper! Like oh my gosh! So many deleted scenes and extended scenes. Like what the hell?! Katherine was out of her sane mind not to put James and Victoria kissing scene. Come on! It's sizzling hot. How could they have not put it in the movie? It was just for a few seconds barely a minute.! Damnation!But anyways i got to see it. WOO~ Taylor is so bloody cute! I cannot stand him. HAHA. Feel like pinching his cheek and giving him a bear hug! He said"yea yea i love edward!!!"( trying to mimic the fans) if you get what i mean. James is HOT. No seriously!-.- I still love edward:) There's also Carlisle and Esme kissing scene. NOOOOOOOOO! Why did they delete all of that?! Carlisle is whew! Gorgeous. !Emmette is cheeky! hahaha. :D Jasper is so damn adorable! Oh my gosh. Im getting the twilight fever back again. Now i cannot wait for new moon to come.Please come quick november 20! And yes i still hate Bella, Claire. High five Marilyn! :D VICTORIA RULES BIG TIME!

Boredom

2009-03-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

I'm going crazy with boredom. Ahh yes you too! I know! Boredom is an emotional state experienced during periods lacking activity or when individuals are uninterested in the activities surrounding them. Hah! Noob. Well that's meant for those who can't read. Oh i forgot, they can't read how could they even understand. Ahh well, whatever. I know you guys are reading my entries. Do i look like i care?

Sometimes, when i just feel that i want to be left alone, everyone will start bugging me. And at times like this, when i feel that my brain tissues and neurons are about to die off nobody wants to irritate me. Can't you see i'm about to drown here? Im breathless. Im liveless. Im like a living zombie. The trees are dying. The birds are soundless. The air is still. The clock is no longer ticking. The water has froze to ice. What's happening.? Everyone on the streets take their guns kiss goodbye and BANG! Goodbye. Please come quick tomorrow and save me from today.

I have wasted a day of my life.

Interview with the Vampire.

2009-03-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

TOM CRUISE IS HOT!

Tom Cruise changing Brad pitt. WHOA!

Saw Interview with the Vampire. WHOA! Sizzling hot. But of course, Twilight for me anytime:)

Hah! I'm so happy with the cast of new moon. Fantastic. Taylor will be acting as Jacob Black:) No one can ever replace Taylor cos Taylor is Jacob. Hopefully there is more Jacob scenes than Edward's. That's suppose to be the way only then it will be new moon. If you get what i mean:) Ahh those who read the book and crazy as i am you guys should know :D:D:D

Awesomeness!

2009-03-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

Went to LaSalle on Thursday. This time went to watch NINE! Ok just one word to describe the musical AWESOME!It was simply wonderful. I still remember the time when only myself and Jiji went to watch Urinetown.It was 2 years back. Time past really fast. My goodness. Anyways, we all had fun..:) Loved Aunty Anisa and Kakaji's company. We dine at Albert Court. North Indian Restaurant. The food was delicious. :) After dinner then we went to watch the play. Hahaha. Saw all the freaking cute hot guys. Friends, you guys should know what i mean. They are really damn hot Aussies. Freaking A! To come and think of it now.. i can't wait for 3 years to come. Please come quick! I wanna see them. Though i will really miss everyone here in Singapore. Ok enough of side tracking. The play revolves around this guy called Guido Contini. He's an Italian. Haha(loved their accent) He's a movie director. He was never sucessful in all the movies he made. Plus he was a womanizer. So i hope you guys get the picture. I'm too lazy to elaborate. Overall it was a really nice storyline about love and how to appreciate women.NINE- Featuring the final year students of BA (Hons) Musical Theatre and supported by Level 1 & 2 students. In collaboration with BA (Hons) Technical Theatre Arts students. Presented by special arrangement with Samuel French, Inc. Proudly sponsored by American Embassy of Singapore.

Picture Credits: Aunty Anisa:)

....o...o...o......

2009-03-18T19:51:00.001-07:00

The swelling is gone! YAY! Like finally. -_- Anyways, met up with Claire and Marilyn yesterday. I was still sick! I had to go to the cpf building to print the poly fees thingy. And as usual, Claire was bugging me non-stop. At first i did not want to go to Changi Village to eat. I was too weak. But then, they couldn't make up their mind to what to eat at Tampines. So i said "Okay! Let's go." So we went to CV. I had rice. Seriously did not have the appitite. Claire and Marilyn had mee soto. I think Claire should go out more to these coffee shops. Hahaha. Seriously babe, you have to! And only you know the reason why. Right Marilyn? HAHA!It was a fast game. After eating went home. Both of them came over to my place.

Today i'm going to watch the NINE musical at La Salle. It's gonna be fun 100%. :):) I'm also looking forward to picnic with GFs on the 26. It's been ages! Can't wait!

Freaking Bad luck.

2009-03-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

I just hate sunday. It ruined not only my week but also my picnic. Damn it. Had drug allergy once again. I actually took a pill of synflex(a painkiller).My stomach cramp was so bad that i thought i was going to die. So my aunt gave me synflex. She said it was good for the pain. Took it. And it was just one pill. After an hour my eyes started swelling. Like shit. It was so huge that i can barely see. And then my face started swelling. I looked like an alien. So dad rushed me to A&E at CGH. The place was freaking packed. I was so fed up. When i entered they took my temperature and i had fever. So had to wear a mask and sit at the glass area. Waited for half an hour and my named hasn't been called. So i insisted that i wanted to go home. Went home and put a hot water compressor. The swell went down a little and when i woke up on Monday morning, it was still there. This time went back to CGH and they put me under emergency. I had to swallow a few pills they gave me and had to be put into observation. So i was lying down for 4 hours. Lucky thing the swell went down a little. Went home at around seven and took some more meds. Was so drowsy that i slept from 7.30PM up Till 11PM. Woke up and checked my face. The swell went down a little more. Woke up this morning. The swelling is still there but not so bad.

So, to my Meridian friends.. im sorry i couldnt make it to the gathering. This was the reason.

Distance makes the heart grows fonder

2009-03-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

I miss Sha. I miss Claire. I miss Amirah. I miss Sharilyn. I miss Seok Cheng. I miss Varichaya and Sureerat so much! I'm glad they are doing great. I miss Sylvia. I miss Si Yu. I miss Carel!

I've completed my enrolment. Phew like finally. I can't wait for school to start which marks the beginning of a new life for all of us. Anyhoo, i've seen Delhi6. It was nice. Not too bad. I expected to see more of Sonam but turned out to be different. I've not been watching english movies for ages. The thing is all the movies playing in the cinema currently aren't that great. It'll be a waste of money. Cannot wait for MPS ex-students picnic- cum- reunion on Monday. Looking forward to see you guys man! Miss you all a whole lot! I want to go to the holi celebration. Just that picnic falls on that day! Shit man. Can't see all the cute indian guys. :( Damnation.

Hell yeah meri jiji.. he is damn cute.Sundar! I told ya! you did not believe me. :P See now you're hooked. She's gorgeous too cos she's a pakistani girl. Match made in Heaven!

cannot wait

2009-03-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

Im going to watch this! At La Salle with my aunt since she's always in touch with her ex-colleugue.... Woo! Funx1000000 hot guys here i come.. :D

That is what you call fun!

2009-03-08T07:15:00.000-07:00

Some people are super annoying.. Like seriously. Stop bugging me!! I had fun yesterday. Went to watch suspect X. Omg. Awesome Japanese movie ever. I know it sounds really weird that i went to catch a Japanese movie in the theater. But thanks to Christal. We accompanied her. I find her such a nice girl.. :) We had fun.. Myself, Marilyn, Claire and Christal. The movie was about this Mathematician who was a loner. He seriously had no one in his life. However, he was a genius. In MATHS! Isn't that awesome? He was about to end his life when there was this lady who came and knock on his door.. ok im not going to say more than that.. And then there was this physicist. The moment i looked at him totally reminds me of Mr Lim Cheng Liang. Of course the physicist is hot! Muahahaha.. Physicist vs Mathematician. Wicked!

And then when the saddest part came.. instead of crying i started laughing.. Cos of Claire! Hahaha. sorry Marilyn! We had our dinner at Pizza Hut. Helped claire seek her revenge.. I dropped the knife.. intentionally.. when we are done eating.. all of us dirty the table.. we put the chilli, tobasco sauce and the cheese all over.. Super fun! the whole place was in such a huge mess.. Before we left we shouted "HAVE FUN CLEANING". Hahahaha:D Overall i feel good!

Get well soon my love!

2009-03-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

hello.. i did not dissapear..hehe.. just been busy lately.Trying my best to reduce my weight. Exercising everyday.. I love jogging. It's fun. I feel happy and light. Weird but true. Aftab oh Aftab. I'm in love with you! Just by looking at your face makes me smile. Mujhe tumse pyaar karti hu! No seriously. Hahaha. :D Oh sohniye!!!! My hindi is getting better..2% but still.. :D WE WILL TALK SOON MY COUSIN. You better teach me then.Jiji, mujhe tumhari yaad aaa rahi hai=) Jaldi theek hona so we can meet up and eye for guys like Farhan Akhtar,John and Aftab. You still owe me Pastamania. :P Jaldi..! we'll go as soon as you get better!

Dev and Frieda on ellen.

2009-02-24T19:38:00.000-08:00

So freaking funny. I like Dev:) He's so down to earth.. Hmm Freida is one fucking lucky girl. Ellen dancing to a bollywood number. Hilarious. Plus it's by AR Rahman. How ironic. JAI HO! haha:D

Anne Hathaway got star strucked by Dev. I was like OMG! He said "Mrs Hathaway".. and she was like.. "no miss!" hahahaha.. :D funny x100000000

Cant wait.

2009-02-24T17:54:00.000-08:00

Going to play badminton and jog today. Hope it dosen't rain again. Keeping my fingers crossed. I received my letter at last. Cannot wait for poly to start. Getting sick of the holidays. I miss my friends! Guys we should really meet up soon!!We should have picnic again. We are best at that. Hehehe. I miss Su and V. They are so far away! :( Anyway, Su invited us to her house for the water festival. Friends, if you guys are going i'll go. But school just started... Hmm.. We will see.

Humans

2009-02-23T06:49:00.000-08:00

I wonder how people just change in a blink of an eye. It's like one moment you are poor and then all of a sudden you get rich. Like whoa! I'm well aware i'm not suppose to feel this way. Who cares. I mean if you really find the right one nothing can stop you. Not yet anyway. Until something else come along. Well i am into networking but i don't jump into conclusion. That's really a scary thing to do. Oh well, that's what you call desperate people isn't it? Scary x 1000! It really freaked me out this afternoon. I thought he was just cracking up a joke. Nope! I was so wrong. I just wish him the best in everything he does. Nothing else to add. I can't just say everything is going to be all right can i? I don't think anyone can do that.

And once again no one else but Chrissy who made my day.. I miss you too! A lot!

WOO!!! SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE

2009-02-22T21:31:00.000-08:00

They swept off 8 awards! Like Omg! Why am i not surprised? :P

Slumdog Millionaire:

Best Picture

Best Cinematography

Best Directing

Best Film Editing

Best Music Score

Best Sound Mixing

Best Music(song)

Best Writitng(adapted screenplay)

Am i happy or what?!

And so.. the story begins..

2009-02-19T17:05:00.001-08:00

Happy V-day

2009-02-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

Hot hot hot!

Valentines Day was simply awesome. No date=so what? It's not that i don't have a date. I chose not to have one. Anyway, Chrissy was being sweet. He asked me to be his Valentine. I would love to you know, just that we are far apart. I miss him so much. I went out with Claire again. We were a couple. Lolz. I'm the guy and she the lady. Ya right Claire!I should be the lady.:) hehehe. Went to Bugis. Had swensens. Was mind blowing. Claire had her pasta, i had Chicken Breaded Menuire.Wanted to take photos but my battery went flat. Too bad. Watched Billu Barber. God Shah Rukh was talking about Amir in the movie.(indirectly). I was super shocked man! But it was such a simple yet sweet movie. Thanks to Irfan Khan again and Lara Dutta. She's simply gorgeous. I'm hooked to khudaya khair song. They kept playing in on "big bollywood fm". I just find Priyanka getting uglier day by day. She's fake! The movie is worth watching i must say. Loved it. Claire was speechless. She accused me of making her cry. I was like what the hell. After the movie all the indian guys eyes were fixed on me. Ok please don't tell me i look like Bhumika Chawla. I have had enough of that comment. Lol. After movie went to city hall. We dine at the Boat Quey. There was where i had more fun. All the hot guys.! Omg. Super cute indian guys. Too bad they are taken! Damn! Ate at TCC. I had Strawberry Romanasia. Fantastico! I love V day! It was a day full of love. :)Oh ya, i'm still considering about the offer of the model thingy. Should i go for it friends? Hmm..

Today went out with Jiji Zeenat. Guess what? She bought me a cute little teddy bear for Valentines day. I love her more each day man. She just know the exact thing that i love. We went to watch Luck By Chance. Khonkona Sen was acting in it and also Farhan Akhtar. God he's cute! He acted really well. I enjoyed the movie. It was awesome. 3 hours. Pretty long. Hahaha.. more more more indian guys eyeing my aunt. She was so uncomfortable. Just too bad Jiji. You're hot . Can't deny it can you? xD Love you!

get a life man!

2009-02-09T06:08:00.000-08:00

I can actually be nice and understanding if you don't mess with my life. Whatever i want to do it is my own wish. It is my LIFE! Live your own life for goodness sake. You have got no single right to tell me or anyone in my family what we should or should not do. Oh i know. You are too goddamn free and unresponsible so you like to know about people's problem. Look at yourself first before you even start critizing others. You are no less perfect, in fact you are worst than me. A hundred times! Let me ask you a question? Do you actually work and put food on our tables. No you don't! It is my parents who do that. Do you work to put me to school? No right?! So who the fish are you to tell me or anyone in my family what to do and what not? You are a nobody. I swear to god i will never ever listen to you. Do all the things that will satisfy your satanic needs. I don't give a bloody damn! Get away from my life. I HATE YOU ALL!

Everyone lies!

It was a nice meet up

2009-02-06T18:22:00.000-08:00

Went out with Claire this Wednesday. That was her only off day from work so she wanted to spend some time with me. We went to Kallang Leisure Park Mall. Everytime i enter that mall it reminds me of the ice skating trip with Girlfriends. Since i was craving for the double chocolate chip cookies so much(thanks to amirah!), we went to get the cookies. After that had lunch at this korean restaurant. I had this roasted chicken calle"kkochi" with sweet n sour sauce and also tear sauce(sounds weird i know). Walked the whole mall. Pretty interesting. There's a number of korean shops and Claire was going gaga. Then we went to the airport, Crowne Plaza Hotel. She needed to get some money from her mum. We got the green light to walk the whole Hotel. It was awesome. During prom night, there were some places i did not get too see. I finally saw it all. After which we proceed to bedok because she wanted to get some working clothes. Had Mc's and then we head for home. I saw hot guys too! hehehehehe.

Doctors!

2009-02-01T03:23:00.000-08:00

I have been watching HOUSE dc for the whole day. Awesome drama series! Hugh Laurie(Dr House) is such a fantastic actor! His annoying at the same time. He love to piss people off. Anyway who cares? He's brilliant. "Unfortunately we need that son of a bitch in this hospital. Even if you pay us to sue him we can't do it." That was what the director of the hospital told the patients. LOL! I want to become a doctor. I will take up my degree in medcines after getting my diploma. It's either i study medcines or i'll take up psychology. I have been wanting to become a psychologist for the longest time ever. I want to wok in the medical line. :) Doctors are like angles. Only in human form.

BAND INVESTITURE AND BADAE WIT NISAH

2009-01-31T07:07:00.000-08:00

PS:NISAH I KNOW I'M OLD! AT LEAST OLDER THAN YOU:p HAHAHA!

New begining

2009-01-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

We are all talking about results. Everywhere i go it's all results. Which poly you enter? Which course? Do you like the course you are posted to? You want to appeal? Why?!

Anyway, accompanied Rebecca yesterday to Singapore Polytechnic. My gosh, i'm so tired and have to travel all the way to Dover. Just for her sake. She wanted to appeal to SP for the same course she's taking in Republic Polytechnic. The lecturer said that chances are 50-50. Anyways, so many"people-who can't read" are posted there. Right amirah? wakakaka.. I have nothing against RP though.. it's one of the school that i wanted to enter cos i was planning to take up biomedical science. When i heard that it is all about self-study and there were no specific classrooms for us to study in i changed my mind. I don't really know whether the sources i heard from are reliable but i went to the campus and saw students studying outside.. but i don't know. No comments. Somehow, i am glad everything is finally over. THE END! It's a whole new beginning for all of us. I know it is going to be more exciting and i'm really looking forward to it. :) Some of us will be schoolmates all over again. This is going to be awesome!

Rebecca came over my place and use the net to appeal for the courses. Sharilyn called me up and asked me to go for her band investiture. She told me to bring rebecca along so we went back to school. Had a nice time. Took some photos with alex and xuan. I'm so very glad that alex is back to her normal self. She is so annoying and weird when she is upset. Hehehe.. No offence "very good friend!"

SENTOSA PHOTOS

2009-01-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

{Full of surprises!}

2009-01-29T16:59:00.000-08:00

Many many things happened! First, i got posted into Temasek Polytechnic. Taking up chemical engineering under the school of applied science! Am i happy or what man?! Hahahaha! I'm so happy that i cannot describe it into words. Anyway, amirah and some others got into the same Poly! We meet again friends!

Second, my birthday was nice this year. Although a bit different from the past years, i enjoyed it vey much:) Went out with Nisah. Had a lot of fun. She made me shop like anything. I bought this t-shirt from dorothy perkins, bought a bag from Far East, some bracelets and i also managed to get Seok Cheng her birthday gift,a bracelet from Dorothy Perkins. We ate at Long John Silver. Talk about boys, results and life. :D As usual, that girl annoys the shit out of me. She kept punching me for no specific reasons. The worst part.. im the birthday girl who became the victim. We were just playing around though..She gave me a wallet:D Very pretty!

Went out with mum,dad and brother at night for a dinner. Since it was the third day of chinese new year all shops were close. So mum actually went to Long John Silver and bought five hershey cakes. Hahaa.. she is so smart. She made it look like a normal cake. Went to Simei to dine. This place called Meleon's Restaurant. We ate thai food. Was super duper delicious! Mum and dad gave me a NIKE jacket and bag. My brother still owes me a gift.I want shoes from him!

Third, yesterday girlfriends went to Sentosa for the second time except that this time we had more fun. We were crazy as usual. Talk lots of crap. Sharilyn actually squeezed the cake that was meant for eating. Guess what she said? " I thought it was a soap.." How can a soap be squeezed? LOL! Mad woman. That cake was my birthday cake. Since there were a lot of leftovers and no one wants to eat it therefore i brought the cake for my friends. We went to Tanjong beach. It was so damn peaceful. They were playing exotic music which made me feel that we are lost in some kind of island. We saw a couple who were pretty disgusting but they were nice... Ouh well, friends you should know. Hahaha:D Played freesbie, Seok Cheng and Si yu went to swim. Sylvia read a book. She's the mother! Sharilyn is in her own world talking about therapy and medicines. To come and think of it.. i think we all have gone crazy. Like seriously-.- Waited for amirah to come. She took ages to reach. Finally when we are done at the beach and all of us are bathing only then she appeared. Freshed up, went to Coffee Bean. When we were walking.. all this indian people kept looking at me as though i am an alien. So annoying! Sylvia, siyu and ami had their coffees. Sharilyn and myself had nothing. Just don't feel like it. Sylvia and si yu did not want to join us for dinner so they had their dinner at Vivo City while sharilyn, amirah and myself went to Simpang Bedok for dinner. I had my black pepper roti john. Amirah and sharilyn had Hokkien Mee. It was the first time for sharilyn eating there. She loved the mee. After dinner we head for home.:D

Current

2009-01-25T04:16:00.000-08:00

I just bought a book. It is the biodata of Robert Pattinson.Bought it from TIMES. The book cost me like 20 dollars. It is all about him, his family, friends , hobbies etc. Very happy that i bought the book because it was worth my money. I got his poster! So i have like 6 twilight posters altogether. Muahahaaaa:D

My 9 days of working at bedok is over. I sort of miss that job. Weird i know. Despite me complaining a lot i still miss the job. Overall, Seok cheng, Carel and myself had a very good time there. Pretty boring and tiring at times but it was a very good first hand exposure to buisness and to meeting all kinds of customers. It tested my patience skills. On the last day of work aunty gave us an ang pow. 20 bucks man! haha. She is so nice! She's really very caring and she even invited all of us to come over her place for Chinese New Year. So, i guess i'll go with Seok Cheng and Carel. I will miss CW and Rui Bin. We had a good time working together. :) They made me laugh a lot and made me felt really comfortable working with them. And oh aunty also gave us a pink bag. Gosh why did i even buy it in the first place. Now i have 2 bags of the same colour. -.-

On the last day, after work i met Claire at Tampines. She was late as usual. Went to meet the manager. He told me to start in february as he already has a lot of staff working for him on Chinese New year. So yeah, i guess i will start working again on the 2nd of Feb.

Before i end my post , i would like to wish all my Chinese Friends a Very Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai!

I don't need....

2009-01-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

Annoyed again. I met frustrating customers who jumped at me for nothing. What the hell man? I serve you nicely and you have the cheek to say i'm daydreaming? Just for a dollar pouch, you are scolding me? When i did not even do anything wrong in the first place. I served you with a smile on my face. Do i deserve being treated this way. HELLO! MY BOSS SAID WE DON'T NEED YOUR MONEY TO EARN PROFIT. So fuck off! I hate it when people says " Customer are always right." That is not true. Customers are not always right. You won't understand until you start serving them. Anyway, seok cheng and myself went back to school after work. I'm craving for the sushis so yeah..i went back just to have sushis. Alex bought for me and i payed her back. Yummy! I really miss school food. Seok cheng had "mee soto" from the malay stall. We tried to search for Cheryl Chew. Wanted to borrow a volleyball from her since we are planning another picnic on the 29 of jan at Sentosa. Just a day after my birthday. She was not around. The general office told us she was in a meeting. We waited till about 4.45 pm and left for home. I need a volleyball for goodness sake! I cannot wait for 29 of jan.:) I'm prepared to get even darker than i already am..

Confused

2009-01-19T06:13:00.000-08:00

I had work again today. I was crazy all the way. Seok cheng is the witness. I laughed at nothing! Well, i'm bored. DUH! Buisness was super slow today. No aunties going to the market. I'm surprised that aunties also have Monday Blues. Muahaha. I met a few annoying people as well. They are overly petty! They will check for any damages at cheap things which cost like a dollar. For goodness sake it is just one dollar. Why do they expect so much from a dollar? Very weird people.I mean if they are buying luis vutton bag it would be wise to do so but give me a break! So bloody fussy! Some will go.. "oh so nice! but i don't like it.." . Isn't it frustrating. It's nice for them but they don't like it. I'm puzzled with this kind of weirdos. Oh well.. "Kiasu/Kpo Singaporeans". Nothing has changed.

Thank you!

2009-01-18T02:39:00.000-08:00

I have learnt to appreciate the people who love me more than ever. I love you guys! You all were there when i thought that i could no longer breathe. Continuously encouraging me not to give up. I have made it finally. Thank you so much Dad, Mum, Aunt & Friends. I cannot imagine how my life would be without all of you guys by my side. Each and everyone of you have an important role in my life. I love you all from the bottom of my heart. Shukriya. Thank you. Merci.Danke.Kiitos.Tak.Dêkuji.Xiexie.Efharisto.Grazie.Arigato.

Gracias.Spasibo.Obrigado.Terima Kasih:)

Frustrated

2009-01-18T02:20:00.001-08:00

I've been working. WORK WORK WORK. It's fun:) "Pa kuai pa kuai" haha:)

I'm annoyed with many people. They get on my nerves. Oh well anyways, glad i cleared the matter with Claire. She always leave me feeling guilty at the end of the day. I'm starting my work at Pizza Hut with her on 26 of jan. Not too bad.. i will be earning about $8/hour because of Chinese New Year. Otherwise $4/hour. Who cares? As long as i'm working and get money flowing into my pocket. I'm also worried that i won't be able to get into Chemical engineering. Hopefully i can enter. God please help me! Cannot wait till the end of the month.. Partly because of my birthday and also results.. Arghh! why does all this unnecessary nervousness happens in Jan. This is so frustrating!

{Tired}

2009-01-16T06:49:00.001-08:00

I've been working the whole day.. pretty fun but very tiring.. Met weird people.. interesting though..:) I hate him for being so ignorant. MOFO!

Bon Voyage

2009-01-15T01:06:00.000-08:00

Today two of our dear friends left for their hometown, Thailand. Sureerat and Varichaya.We will miss you guys a lot. Whatever happens later on in life, i wish you both the very best of luck and we will always be here supporting the decisions that you make. It was a blessed to be one of your friends. I've learnt a lot from both of you.

Why do people cry when the one they love leave them? Well , it is a part of human nature and we cannot get rid of it. Like the chinese lady we saw at the departure hall sending her boyfriend off. She was not letting go of him and was crying her lungs out. Ouh well, i was touched! This is life and we have to move on. People come and go but the little memories they have painted in our hearts will be a stain that could never be washed off.

..Goodbye Sue and V ..

2009-01-15T00:40:00.000-08:00

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.

Hope

2009-01-14T08:48:00.000-08:00

In life, there is always something good to look out for. Fret not, just keep on searching.Hope will be there for those who do not give up easily.

Results-Judgement Day

2009-01-14T05:28:00.000-08:00

I passed! I'm really contented:) I wasn't expecting fantastic results but this was way better than had expected of myself. I guess the hard work i put really payed off..though not forgetting all the teachers help..they went extra miles to help me. I manage to pass Additional Mathematics! Oh my God! i cannot believe it i swear! And oh, congrats to suereerat, seok cheng for getting 10 points! Really proud of you both! Same goes to the rest of my GFs. We made it finally! I've applied for my courses and my first choice is Chemical Engineering,under the school of applied science at Temasek Polytechnic. Dad is happy with my choice so i'm on my way to become an engineer.. hehe. I actually hugged Mrs Chew Mei Yen and cried because i passed AM. :)